Thats the spirit

Last night I did something I normally dont do very often. Hell something I never do. I decided insted of staying home and hiding by myself until the worst has blown over to go out to High Voltage to see some friends and get really really, REALLY drunk. I took the trains and did that whole thing and it was spitting outside, I hate when its like half ass rain. I didnt head to the club right away insted I just wandered around the LES until finally I was starting to get so soaking wet I went and found The Annex. I got there and no one was there yet so I just sat alone and drank it was nice. All these dudes kept stairing at me and I was just laughing outloud at them because it was just hilarious to me.

Then like a wave out of no where Kate walks in, then Kelsey, Jason, Ama, Steve, Mike.. the whole little rat pack. And then to my greatest suprise Nick was there! who is my favorite gay in the world because hes just outrageous. We sat in this little VIP nook thing that we always manage to take over and just drank...drink, after drink, after drink. Until finally was so trashed I was just bumbling around. While I was there Steve and Mike introduced me to Lindsey and her boyfriend Michael from Vancouver.



Mike does all this insane weird cartoon graphic art stuff and its pretty bad ass. If you look at the picture you can see Lindsey in there too! Me and Mike decided that were going to do a collaboration together. Make sure to go check out some more of his stuff at his blogger at www.michaelshantz.blogspot.com

Today I woke up feeling awful, my belly and head were just a mess so I didnt go to my Observational study which Im totally going to get fucked for, but right now I really dont care.

I have been really struggling with my heart right now..I just miss him so much.