Im ready
"I love you, I love you so much. Remember everything I taught you, everything I showed you. You'll be fine without me, take care of your mom and remember I love you." My grandmother said this as she held my hand and died. I was 8 years old.
My mom always felt as if in that moment their was some kind of transference, from one body to another. I started to talk like my grandmother, act like my grandmother and eventually would grow up to look just like her. My aunts and my mom sometimes get tears in their eyes when they look at me, because I remind them so much of her.
Though I feel as if I have let down her spirit in some way. My mother is suffering delving deep into a depression and state of mind no one can save her from, not even herself. My father is a murderer, and finally is getting what he deserves, and it may cost my mother her sanity or her life. I cant really tell yet.
I will however sit here, and watch it all pass idly by.
Geoff is taking me away as my christmas present. Either Peru, Costa Rica, or somewhere in Mexico. It should be interesting, a vampire like myself out in the sun haha.
My moth by Jenna Mumfford
I got tattooed by Eli last week and my rib cage is pretty much fully covered now.
I gave him this lil guy as a present. Its the boyfriend to my Fox girl hehe
Ive been working ALOT on school lately, so much so I have no friends..and the ones I do have secretly hate me because they never see me and attempt to be somewhat understanding of my demanding schedule. I feel like a dying fish, I havent had a whiskey drink in weeks and Im starting to loose my mind.
I also had my group Relief show last week, it was a huge success you can see my lil rat dude chillin in the photo..
My mom always felt as if in that moment their was some kind of transference, from one body to another. I started to talk like my grandmother, act like my grandmother and eventually would grow up to look just like her. My aunts and my mom sometimes get tears in their eyes when they look at me, because I remind them so much of her.
Though I feel as if I have let down her spirit in some way. My mother is suffering delving deep into a depression and state of mind no one can save her from, not even herself. My father is a murderer, and finally is getting what he deserves, and it may cost my mother her sanity or her life. I cant really tell yet.
I will however sit here, and watch it all pass idly by.
Geoff is taking me away as my christmas present. Either Peru, Costa Rica, or somewhere in Mexico. It should be interesting, a vampire like myself out in the sun haha.
My moth by Jenna Mumfford
I got tattooed by Eli last week and my rib cage is pretty much fully covered now.
I gave him this lil guy as a present. Its the boyfriend to my Fox girl hehe
Ive been working ALOT on school lately, so much so I have no friends..and the ones I do have secretly hate me because they never see me and attempt to be somewhat understanding of my demanding schedule. I feel like a dying fish, I havent had a whiskey drink in weeks and Im starting to loose my mind.
I also had my group Relief show last week, it was a huge success you can see my lil rat dude chillin in the photo..
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