And he hath the number of the beast

I did this painting for Geoffs birthdays in September but just finally got the time to make the frame. I hand sodered pentagrams and after using a drill to put on these tree branches and tied them with twin together to make them more bulky. I had to actually cut the tree branches with a saw haha..it was intense haha..

Im going to post more close up photos of the painting but its got some really killer images in it. I also put the sign of satan in the eye of the owl. The text on the banner says "Ich Bin Mein Eiegene Gott" which in German translates to " I am my own God" which is the theme of the satanic bible. Ive been teaching myself German for the past 2 months so I thought it would be sick to use. The Owl symbolizes Geoff because he loves owls and the rat is me because rats always make him think of me..and then after our first date he made me a flash sheet with a key on it so I thought id make him a lock :]

Punks not dead

Sometimes life is seriously so wicked and strange I just wonder how or why I do this to myself.

Im so drained, every part of my body feels like its on fire. Im supposed to be in class right now but Im not...

I feel like this semester is such a mess. Its sad because this is my time of revelation a time where Im supposed to be engulfing myself in my art and work and just producing and being happy. Instead Im so nervous and stressed and feel like Im failing everything. Behind and ahead at the same time? I have so much work that I need to post in here its retarded...

I did the most amazing drawing 2 weeks ago and just started to do the stencils for the silk screens and now the drawing is lost somewhere...where I have no idea otherwise it wouldnt be lost but its gone, and Im real pissed and upset about it.

Last week I got to work with Sarah again at a Pin up halloween group shoot. It was fucking insane. Probably the most disorganized thing Ive ever been apart of but needless to say I killed it haha. Some photos up on myspace, Im sure Ill get more soon too. So weird at the shoot I met this girl Hawk and instantly love her shes a fuckin ripper. Then I got the new issue of INKED and were one person apart in the casting call section! To weird right?! THEN I find our were doing an event together next month! CRAZY whered this girl come from! I love it!

INKED magazine October 08 nigga...Look out for the December 08 issue where I get a full page and have bigger hair then Pdiddys ego!!


I also have an apointment with Eli next month for more work on my rib piece, were adding a magpie with a lock in its mouth. sick.

Also next month is my birthday party which im in the process of making my dress for...minds will be BLOWN! next month also comes along with the SNAPM event where I get to work with Hawk SG and Raquel again so Im super stoked, I love those bitches. And me and Geoff head to Chicago for a tattoo convention, which Im VERY excited about, I need to get the fuck out of here for a while and forget I exist..

Yoga lately has been helping with my stress.. and Geoffs backs a mess so I think the next time he comes over Im going to show him so moves and we can do it together. It seriously helps me so much, Im sure without it Id be insane right now.

Book of life

I have so many stories but never enough blog for it, my books going to be crazy.

Raqs party was a hugeee success! We had a blast just being outrageous and hanging out. CC came and so did Brett so the whole crew was there. I love those kids. We spilled drinks on boyfriend stealing sluts and the techno twin from those phone commercials fell inlove with me. haha party..

Photos from Nicky

blah...im drunk.


Now im posh


Then were awesome


This kid was really annoying..


Photos from Igor

The sav gang


red mania!!!


us drunk laying on a pool table..which we got yelled at for..


hahah...my life..

Cant touch the ground

As always school is kicking my ass. Attempting to maintain a level of sanity and being in art school is near impossible. Especially since I am still suffering from crazy rash a bit. Ughhhh...

I had to cancel my shoot this weekend with Kencredible along with dropping off the Sour Puss Clothing look book shoot. ARGHH

But whatever I needed a break I suppose...

A lot is coming up in the next weeks head,Tuesday is Spanish Bombs show, and wednesday Raquel and Jimi are having the Alumni Clothing website launch party and Im going to help hand out goodie bags! Woo!



On the 10th I think thats when Geoff gets home, which automatically rules...
Later on the 18th Im doing a group pin up shoot in NJ were going to be carving pumpkins!! AWESOME!
Then on Halloween its Doug and Mel's wedding which me, Taeko and Caity are brides maids for! SWEET!

Then November 6th is my birthday!

November 8th is insane birthday party maddness

and then on the 18th me and Raquel are the featured models for the SNAPM photo group shoot, so that rules also!

And Geoff bought me this sick new whip!